I'm gonna use the "GTFO Shilo" icon to cheer you up. *changes icon from default*

Ok no it doesn't make you a bad daughter. I think it's not that you don't want to see him but more like you don't want to see him laying the bed hooked up to all those machines. You know? I mean it's your dad, no one wants to see their dad like that. . . well maybe Brian but he's a completely different story. (<-not totally kidding there)

Also I have to say, it's weird you mention tuesday because that's when my mom goes in for knee surgery.