March 19th

[the_huffster]

 Since it's been forever (and I need a break from writing and vidding)...


So these last few nights I've been sleeping awfully


And the lack of sleep has made me go slightly crazy



So this past week has been my Spring Break, which should be exciting

But all I did was either play video games...



Play with my pets...



Go to the comic book store...

Go slightly crazy and talk to myself...



Fighting with my brother (since we're in the same house)...



Driving my brother crazy by eating "his" food...

But I haven't been staying inside because I'm afraid to socialize



Merely because it seems my friends do not want to hang out with me



Makes me sad to know I'm "loved"....

And that my friends wanna hang out



And on top of that angst, I still have no job. But my little brother got called by a grocery store that rejected me.



Actually, this store didn't even contact me to tell me that I wasn't what they wanted



The fact that I'm having such a hard time finding a job just baffles me

All this bad luck is messing with my functioning



It frustrates me to the point where I wanna do this....