I hate being sick.
Especially when I go from feeling better to feeling worse.
On top of that, I have classes tomorrow. Which I have to go to cos I have finals coming up in a few weeks. And cos I've missed a lot of days from Tai Chi and Government.
And I had a paper due Tuesday for English, but (not only am i sick) I lost my paper. So I'm probably getting a zero for it.
Fuck.
That doesn't help me with the fact that I feel like shit. Seriously, I feel like I'm dying.
My throat is dry all day, I've coughed so much that I've ripped my throat and taste/cough up blood (this always happened when I get really sick), I'm burning up, I'm freezing, my head feels like a heavy metal band is inside it and my chest feels like it's bruised (it hurts when i cough, talk loud or move).
Seriously, I hate being sick.
But on a bright side, I finally updated Family Portrait (for those who read that fic) and I'm about 2 or 3 chapters away from finishing it. And then I'll decide on if I wanna write prequels to that- they would take place during the TV series, and give me a chance to rewrite episodes to include serious B/G.
And then I'll focus on A Twist in My Story since I'm nowhere near done with that one. And work on the Somebody Like You series I was talked into (not that I'm complaining). And finally work on a request that
bobbymcg had made a while back when she was watching season 2 of Buffy.
And then I'll go on to work on fanfics for Merlin (maybe...still deciding), Repo! and Batman (my one true love).
Plus I'll work on some more fanvids.
Maybe get some serious writing done on the novel I've been working on for about year now.
On another note, I signed up for this year's
summer_of_giles . It's my first time doing it and I've signed up for 3 days, but I'm feeling like I can do this. Otherwise I wouldn't have signed up for 3 days.
So I'll be thinking about ideas for that specifically.
And I turn 19 in 2 days. Which I'll probably be sick for.
Damn it.
And my great-grandpa flies in from Seattle on my birthday to spend Easter with us. So I'm excited cos we don't get to see him nearly enough, considering we're the only family members who live in Texas. Me, my brother and my parents that is. And I getta go to NASA with my mom, grandparents and great-grandpa.
Which is exciting cos I haven't been to NASA since I was in 1st grade- which was 13 years ago.
And Doctor Who starts up Saturday.
Is it weird that I'm more excited fro Doctor Who to return than I am about turning 19?