Feb. 26th

[the_huffster]

So the last time I updated (when I said that I saw my dad briefly) was the last time I saw my dad today (but he's not dead cos I know how that looks). My brother and grandpa were with him while me and my mom were at the house, and the plan was to switch so I could visit with him until visiting hours were over. That didn't happen.

3 hours ago, I picked up my brother to take him home so he could go get dinner with some friends. I get to the hospital and my brother texts me to say that our dad is talking to his mom on my brother's cell phone. So instead of going inside to his room while my grandpa smoked (since 2 people could be the room), I sat in my car in the parking lot until my brother came to my car.

So I drive my brother home while my grandpa stays with my dad until me and my mom get there. My brother decides not to go out and instead we (me, my mom and my brother) go out to eat at Red Robin. By the time we're done with dinner, visiting hours are almost over and I just go home with my brother. And even when I did see my dad for that brief period, I didn't say anything....just sat in the chair and let the others talk.

Does it make me a bad daughter if I'm kinda glad that I didn't have to see my dad today? It's not that I don't wanna see him, but....it's hard to explain. I just hope they can figure all this shit out tomorrow after his last test, otherwise I have a feeling that I'll be stressing during my classes Tuesday.

Comments

[the-huffster.livejournal.com]

-giggles- That reminds me! (kinda) I once made my own version of Zydrate Anatomy, but it was with Monster...and it was funny.

It was like 'Monster comes in a little glass (A little glass vial? A little glass vial). And the glass vial goes into the can like a battery (Battery). And the can goes somewhere against your anatomy (Anatomy). And when the can is gone it fills you up with energy (Energy).'

[bobbymcg.livejournal.com]

LOL Nice!